Bloody friends r a pain in the ass!!!! txtin me of numbers i dont no pretendin to be who they not n creepin me the fuck out cos i knew it werent who they said!!! hence the txt n call tryin to work out who it really was. fuckin anoyin thou cos 1) it creeped me out cos of wot they was sayin n 2) i was cursin(not litteraly) the wrong bloody person which aint fair on him but wot did they expect me to think!

Bloody pain in the arse!!! Anyway rant over

 

Gonna piss off ta bed me niece is beautiful but she a nosy sod kept me awake all frigin night and shes across the blody hall!!!! but i love her so neva mind a

 

All the pain in this world cant stop us not

But all the hate in this world can tear us apart x

Gill finally had her baby!!! she beautiful!! she was 8.8 born on thursday 20th well happy just waitin on one more now :) love it :)

 

oh yer n i got a years modelin contract but the company seem pretty crap so i not holdin much hope of them gettin me any work which kinda sucks but neva mind.

 

Life is great

Even you cant break me now x

hmm time of reflection today me thinks. I drew a heart with barbed wire coiled round it for means apparently only clear to me n today i drew a butterfly oneside perfect the other a side decaying n i was trying to decide wot side  i was n then i was thinkin bout how other people saw me to some im clearly the decayin side cos im a liar. though when exactly i was meant to slip in by the way im lik ur best mate, espesically after the first time we broke up n how that went as if i would intentionally start that again. but what  bout others? its weird to think how u can be view so differently by so many people. though ,y eyes i dont think im a bad person ive made mistakes but ive apologised n fixed wot i can but there is only so much u can do before u walk away but emotionally im nt the nice side cos i fight so hard to not let people in cos ive seen the hurt it cause and caused it. so wot side do u stand on?

 

Anyway ignoring that i gots an intervies with a modelling agency on wednesday and im well excited bit pissed off thou cos cost me £140 to put me portfolio together to take with me which is money i reallllly dont have since i gotta pay for me car :( anyway i gots work in the morning so sweet dreams xx

 

Theres always something different goin wrong

I took a path in the wrong direction

Theres always someone fuckin hanging on x