hmm today has been unbelievably borin. i had a drivin lesson that went horribly i couldnt seem ta concentrate not really sure why just wasnt happenin lol then had me hair done n i luv it got black put in the underside n a side fringe looks cool. so ud think that would liven up the day a bit but no

As for the spy comments we dont believe them try not to worry bout it im sure it was just said as a joke but taken the wrong way, il hav a word but cheer up skipper k. Martin txt me randomly last night not quite expectin it no nethin bout it?? cos we was on bout people bein set up in the group the other day, if ya, n i wasnt part of the plans n would really rather keep it that way no offence to ne1.

neway think i might go online find sum randomer to chat to

 

Tell us not love again

They only rise us up to watch us fall x

i dont really understand the world, but im startin to feel thats kinda the point u no. its like if we understood it then it would take the meanin out of things as u have to make mistakes to realise the truth i guess. its like if we understood it then there would be no point in trying.

Its odd but i look around at our group of friends and u no those posters of tv shows were their all staning around but lookin different ways to each other. i see our group lik that most of us lookin for luv or maybe lust but were all lookin the wrong way n not seein wots right infront of us. i no that sounds really stupid but it makes sense in my world lol

anyway this was a completely random post.

 

In the words of the skipper:

Good things are worth waiting for,

Just dont let them slip by x

 

I dont want to no what its like to be the last one standing.

i think my heart just shattered with one cold stare, well actually 2 but u get the point. i feel kinda bad cos it upset me n i snapped at me dad when i got in n he didnt deserve it. y do i always fall for the guy i cant hav i swear its lik a disease n i really need a cure cos i cant take much more. i cant find a way to let go but i no i have to cos it just eatin me up. i no its pethetic right.

 

Anyway Linin Park was AMAZING the other day i had such a great time. wish i were goin to nightwish still but cant have everything right lol. Took Kristian for a wakl today with me mum (which is when i saw him) but was nice walk havent really walked that much of late just to n from work the cold is puttin me off but it makes me feel better so think il hav ta deal with bein cold.

 

Neway gonna go cos watchin disturbia :)

 

Pls tlk to me x

 

I would bleed for a smile x